I must
humbly admit that I have been an over packer my entire life. It all began around the age of two when I
remember thinking that carrying a purse was a dire necessity. A few years ago when I flew in an airplane
across the country, I stuffed my carryon bag as full as I could get it. I also brought the largest purse I owned and
filled it to overflowing. When we
finally landed from our six hour journey, the flight attendant noticed as I struggled
to get my bags out of the overhead compartment.
In an effort to help, she asked if she could hold my purse for me and
commented on how she should get my picture because I was carrying the biggest
and heaviest purse she’d ever seen in all the years she’d been flying. How embarrassing it was for me that so many
people noticed that I had a problem with over packing.
Even more
troubling was my tendency to hold onto all kinds of baggage over the years that
I simply did NOT need to carry around with me everywhere. Let me tell you that my baggage was extremely
heavy and burdensome to haul around every day but I refused to let it go and it
began to cause many problems in my life.
The baggage I chose to hold onto was extremely ugly, not the pretty
animal print luggage that I would prefer to carry now. I became exhausted from hauling the needless
baggage of bitterness, envy, fear, anger and guilt for decades. I gripped firm and would not let go of them
despite the awful destructive consequences that were bringing to my life.
When someone
hurt me I never forgave them. I was
envious of other people who had looks, talents and possessions that I thought I
deserved to have. I was often frustrated
inside and impatient when things didn’t go my way. Fear ruled my heart as I struggled to humanly
understand why certain circumstances came into my life. The weight of guilt I carried was unbearable
because I rarely ever confessed the sin in my heart to God. I chose to lug all of this heavy baggage around
everywhere I went. I didn’t dare loosen
my grip and I felt like a victim who needed affirmation for continuing to carry
all of that pointless destructive baggage.
I needed to let go of all of that wretchedness before I my life was
ruined by it.
I’m so
thankful that my eyes were opened to the truth and that I could be free from
all of my baggage because of God’s Word.
Instead of being bogged down with the weight of my filthy sin, I could
find the rest that I so desperately needed. I could have the joy that was once
in my heart return because my heart was made pure through confession. Anyone can find true joy and be freed from all
of that baggage is we are simply willing to make some very key changes.
*We must be
willing to humble ourselves and admit that we have been carrying heavy luggage
with us everywhere and it’s time to lay it all down. We can’t find freedom from our load of sin
when we will not come clean with the fact that we’ve been carrying it around. “He who covers his sin will not
prosper, but whoever confesses and forsakes them will have mercy.” Proverbs
28:13
*We must bow
our heads and confess the fact we’ve been holding firmly onto our heavy weight
of sin. “If we confess our sins,
He is faithful and just to forgive us our sin and to cleanse us from all
unrighteousness.” I John 1:9*We must realize that Jesus wants to take our baggage of sin away from us and replace our envy, bitterness, anger and guilt with peace and joy so we can live the life that He died to give us. “I have come that they may have life, and have it more abundantly.” John 10:10
Do you have the tendency to over pack your heart with heavy unnecessary baggage and wonder why you are always so exhausted? We must realize that we do not ever need to carry any of those heavy suitcases again because we have a Savior who is waiting to take those burdens from us. Jesus said in Matthew 11:28-30, “Come to Me, ALL you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
We do not ever have to struggle with carrying around that horrible heavy baggage of sin any longer. Jesus desires for us to come to Him and finally unload all of our burdens which will allow us to find the rest in our souls that we are all so desperately searching for. It’s time for us to readily forgive others, be thankful for who God made us to be and trust that He has a special plan for our lives and wants to use to fulfill His purposes for His glory. Absolutely no more over packing for me, how about you?
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